Diane
sat idle in the parking lot watching people go inside. Families big and small,
friends and couples all entered as though they belonged. But Diane was alone
and sensed every bit of her seclusion. Full of leeriness, she had every
intention of driving back home, but knew it was wrong. With a deep breath and
closed eyes, she turned the car off and made her way inside. Her lack of
comfort imagined every eye on her with accompanied whispers of the sad truth
she had come alone.
When
the service was over, she felt a little proud of herself for not driving back
home, but was afraid of how her feelings would shift after being at home. She
could hear the annoying sounds that immediately drove her frustration into
overdrive as she walked toward the house. Opening the door intensified her feelings
of disgust.
“Touchdown!”
Beer
cans were everywhere. In slow motion, chips flew into the air and onto her
living room floor. The cat scurried out of the room in fear much like Diane.
Her arrival went unnoticed so sneaking away to the bedroom was easy. Just as
she had predicted, her heart was filled with hopelessness and frustration. She
longed for more but it seemed impossible. If her husband was not traveling, he
was engrossed in all things sports. She missed him and wanted to do little
things like go to church together. Weighted by the difference in how she felt
in church and how she felt in her home fed her misery. Disconnect from her
feelings on church verses Richard’s created her void of joy.
~ ~ ~ ~
Diane’s
phone rang. She excused herself from the office and made her way down the hall.
“Hello.”
“Hi.
My name is Susie McNeal. May I please speak with Diane?”
“This is Diane.”
“Hi Diane! I am from church. The information card you submitted shows you have started to come to our church. I wanted to let you know we are so happy to have you.”
“This is Diane.”
“Hi Diane! I am from church. The information card you submitted shows you have started to come to our church. I wanted to let you know we are so happy to have you.”
“That
is very kind of you. I do enjoy coming on Sundays.”
“Wonderful
to hear! Listen Diane, do you have anyone praying for you?”
Diane
never really thought about it. She didn’t grow up in church to learn about
prayer or have relationships with people that prayed for each other.
“No,
not really.”
“Well
we have a group of ladies here at church that love to pray all day long.”
She
chuckled as Diane tried to make it to an empty room so no one could hear her
conversation.
“Can
we pray for you?”
“Sure.
I guess.”
“How
can the Lord help you hunny?”
Standing
as if she was guarding the door, Diane stood alone in the break room with the
smells of burnt coffee filling the room. Without even thinking about it, she began
to whisper.
“My
husband could really use some prayer. He doesn’t come with me to church. I
really miss him and wish he would come…we don’t seem to connect anymore.”
“Diane,
I am sorry to hear that, but I can guarantee you we will be praying. This is
not too big for God. You keep coming on Sundays and look for me if you need a
friend. We will keep praying and God is going to do something awesome in your
husband. What’s his name?
“Richard.”
“Richard.”
“Okay
Diane. Don’t you worry! You have my number, use it anytime!”
“That’s
very kind of you. Thank you.”
She
hung up after sharing parting words and began to walk back to her desk. She had
never experienced anything like this phone call and although a little weirded
out by the fact she just told a complete stranger her most personal bit of
information, she felt loved by this woman she didn’t even know. It was
comforting and strange at the same time.
Months
later, the reminder of meeting prayer Susie on the phone came out of the blue
and as complete shock when she overheard Richard’s phone conversation.
“Man,
it was the weirdest thing! This guy came out of nowhere and asked me if I had a
Bible…
…I
know…
…Yeah
that and if I had a place to go to church…
…No!
I practically ran to my car and drove away as fast as I could.”
Diane
thought to herself, “Could this be Susie?” She felt curious and a little
foolish when she tried to piece together what was happening. Unable to make
sense of it, she did not mention it to Richard. He was indeed skeptical of the confrontation,
but shrugged it off as nerdy and prepared for his next business trip. Oddly
enough, half way through his trip, he was exhausted from meeting after meeting
and decided to skip dinner. It was unlike Richard to miss a night of unwinding
with colleagues, but went back to the hotel and slept.
In
the middle of the night, Richard woke up. He stood out of bed and stretched his
arms into the air. He glanced back at the bed and noticed he was still asleep and
still in bed. Without thinking twice about being awake while asleep, he made
his way out the door. But nothing looked familiar after opening his door into
what should have been the fancy carpeted hallway. Instead, he was already
outside in the middle of the most obscure landscape. As he looked around to
find something or someone familiar, he turned in all directions with nowhere to
go. Just as he began to feel the panic of being lost, he heard a voice calling
his name. “Richard” Without thinking, he began to walk in the direction of the
unyielding tone clearly articulating his name over and over again. Unaware as
to where he was going, he continued to follow the invisible pursuit. Without
any thought of giving up or turning back around, he began to run as he felt the
call more urgently. Suddenly he was no longer alone. Just as he rounded the
last corner he could see a silhouette of a man holding out his hands to lead
him up a long set of concrete stairs. When he got closer to the distinguished figure
he automatically recognized the man as the guy offering him a Bible in the
parking lot. This time he was not menaced by his presence, but comforted by
him. He no longer felt lost. He joined hands with the man and walked up the
stairs. Richard seemed to lose his breath when he noticed he was being led to
Diane’s church. With an unaccustomed and unexpected natural inclination,
Richard entered the building. His heart sad. The man walked him directly to
Diane sitting alone in the pew. Richard could tell by the look on her face -
she sat in humiliation and with much heartache. He reached out to comfort her,
but she did not feel his touch. Frightened by the thought she could not see
him, Richard looked up for the man. But he could not find him and felt
automatic panic set in. Just then, the familiar stranger walked by as if he never
left and said, “Do not be afraid. I will not leave you.”
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Sweat
and tears plummeted down his face. He sat up with bed with panic and looked
around the dark room. It was just a
dream…was that God? The message was clear. The conviction carved in his
mind. He grabbed his phone to call Diane, but noticed it was 3 am. He did not
want to wake her. He paced the hotel floor in scared amazement of his parking
lot encounter followed by this dream. Unable to sleep, he readied himself for
work and headed into the office. The next days a blur, fixated on the calling
from his dream directly related to the ignored calling in his life, he ended
his trip early. Sunday morning he boarded a plane with an excited distress. He
wanted to make it in time to sit next to Diane in church. When the plane
landed, his leg consistently bounced into the air with an impatient desire. No
way would his beloved sit alone again in that pew. When the path of people
cleared, he ran.
“Taxi!”
Diane
was already at church. The music began as she sat alone – still uncomfortable
and lonely. Holding her hands in her lap with no one by her side to hold. Her
head held low.
Richard
flew into the church, luggage flying behind him. Stopping to collect composure,
he parked his bags in a corner and walked toward Diane. He sat softly and
looked at the sad girl from his dream. Putting his hand over hers he whispered,
“I’m here.”
Never underestimate the power
of prayer!
Jesus
is our perfect example. In every way we can learn from His time on earth. He
too prayed for others. Despite what He had going on (preparing for His death to
save us all) and the fact He was God Himself, Jesus knew the importance of
intercessory prayer. Learn from Jesus. Pray for others. It will intensify your
closeness with your Heavenly Father in ways you never imagined or dreamed
possible.
Just as you sent me into the world, I am
sending them into the world. And I give myself as a holy sacrifice for them so
they can be made holy by your truth. I am praying not only for these disciples
but also for all who will ever believe in me through their message. I pray that
they will all be one, just as you and I are one – as you are in me, Father, and
I am in you. And may they be in us so that the world will believe you sent me.
–John 17:18-21 (NLT)
Rejoice in our confident hope. Be patient in
trouble, and keep on praying.
-Romans
12:12 (NLT)
He walked away, about a stone’s throw, and
knelt down and prayed, “Father, if you are willing, please take this cup of
suffering away from me. Yet I want your will to be done, not mine.” –Luke
22:41-42 (NLT)
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